regretting my career choice before i even begin

i wanted to be a vet sb but the vet schools were too far away and i convinced myself i good enough at math and science to be able to go through with it. i wanted to be an exotic vet so people with exotic pets like snakes lizards and things like that could have a good vet they know will take of their pet and get proper care. But ofc i had to have pretty severe allergies to fur and dust so that played a pretty big part in me deciding to let go of being a vet but i shouldnt have let my insecurities and allergies get in the way of pursing my dream. 

I shouldve pivoted to vet med or being a marine biologist but instead i gave up completely and decided to go into baking and pastry. While i love baking and cooking since making my decision ive come to realize that baking is a hobby while Vet and Marine is my passion.

Its even worse now that im going to college for it this fall. It turn out the cc college im going to has a marine biology program and theres actually a school/research facility for it not to far away. Not to mention the state college has a vet program in it that i diddnt know about. Theres also been alot of internships, programs, and camps coming to my attention now too. Its like the world is constantly reminding me how stupid i was to give up my dream so quick and calling me a dumbass for it. That i shouldve taken more time to think about and research my options while i was still young and had time. To really listen to myself and go after what i loved instead of listening to others and accepting defeat so quickly.

It doesnt help that my friends took the time to do so and are going after their dreams. Ones working in dental, the other going to piolet school and smtn else while another is keeping it a secret. it seems like im the only one who gave up and settled. 

It makes me very  sad every time i think about it but i know im good at baking so hopefully this all turns out for the better. With the current situation of the world rn idk if i wanna start a bakery or be a pastry chef. But maybe this wont be so bad afterall? Maybe ill end up being really successful and be featured on shows and shit