03/03 - Fuck my parents!!

  Hi guys! This is gonna be kind of the first blog im gonna talk about how my parents are so brace yourselves cause its gonna be really mid (im dramatic and overdo situations)

  So, today was my dad's birthday and he asked me to hang with him and so i agreed, saying i would like to come back at 10pm to my mom's house (they're divorced) so that what we do...BUT... my dad gets me from my house at abt 8 am and we go to have a picnic...one that i wasnt aware of because he said that we were just gonna spend the day at his house and have some friends over...so, i wasnt ready for that! i didnt put sunscreen on and my skin is not that sensitive but it also isnt sunproof! as well as i get tanned easily and have a "sucker's sun mark" on my arms (the one you get from sleeves) and i really hate that sun mark and have been doing everything i can to get it off.

  Anyways.. we have this breakfast picnic with him and my stepmom and then we go to his house after getting some groceries. At his house he presents me with....TADAAAA a laptop. NOW! dont get me wrong! im really happy he could afford it and that he got it for me and all, im gratefull even! but i didnt needed that!!! i have a fully working laptop in which im writting this blog right now!!! he always complains how he is short on money and getting me a laptop without even consulting me if i needed one is crazy! its just a waste of money!! money that could have been spent in other things that i actually want/need.

  Im not gonna lie and say it was always clear that i had a working computer but he knew i had at least two at home ~gonna start another storie~ about 10-11 years ago my grandma gave me this computer that turns on till this day, the screen is disconnected from the keyboard, its super slow and shit, so, i dont really use it anymore, still functional tho! Now..last year my brother came at me and was like "hey, my laptop broke again and i kinda dont want it anymore..if you want you can fix it and keep it." and so i fixed it and keeped it! the laptop works completly fine as long as its connected to energy cause its addicted, so thats the one ive been using since abt last year.. ~ and he also knew that this one was fixed and i was using it because HE HELPED GET IT FROM THE FUCKING STORE WERE THEY FIXED THE PROBLEM, HE KNEW THE COMPUTER WAS ONLY NOT TURNING ON! I NEVER SAID IT WAS SLOW OR ANYTHING!!

  And then out of nowhere he comes at me with a new one as if doing a work for charity!! "here my child, you shall receive this gift as your unfortunate mother cannot afford a proper laptop for you..as you are so poor and in need!".....BITCH? WHAT? DO YOU HAVE FREE MONEY NOW? WHAT IS THAT??? MAYBE BUY MY SOMETHING I HAVE ASKED BEFORE LIKE...LASER SHAVING FOR MY LEGS SO THEY DONT GET BUMPY? OR MAYBE CLOTHES? WHAT ABOUT TAKING OFF OF THE DIVORCE CONTRACT THAT YOU DONT NEED TO PAY FOR MY EDUCATION IF I CHANGE SCHOOLS?

  Alright, so now, im coming back home and my mom was out with her friends and shit...she comes back drunk and without a proper "hi, how are you my daughter?" she goes on into saying "what is this shit doing here?" (i messaged her abt the laptop earlier and she said i could leave the laptop at my dad's house but the fucker refused and said i needed a proper studing device as if i didnt had one) and then she goes on saying how if my dad doesnt come here tmrw and get this laptop out she is gonna break it appart or put it on the street for someone to get it....WHAT?? WHAT HAVE I PROVOKED IN THIS HOUSEHOOD? WHAT IS GOING ONN???

  So now....idk what to do! i didnt wanted to stress my dad on his bday but at the end of the day my mom really couldnt let it slide and just had to be a dickass to him, didnt even fucking wait! She had said to him abt how i needed to come back at 10pm cause we were going on a trip to sana but now the lie died and we are staying?or maybe we are going tomorrow?i dont even know anymore!! i hate lying so much and my mom just can't stop lying to my dad!! and sadly thats the only way to get away with what i want with him..

  This shit is all getting so tiring...idk whats gonna happen tmrw but i just want to sleep through it and maybe never wake up.