maybe its the move

like the last blog its crazy idk wgats happening everything feels like a dream i cant stop getting reality and dreams mixed up i cant function righ t it might be the withdraws or move but i feel so dead  i have to move everything i own into one room and its already so cramped and i cant walk with out tripping theres bags and boxes everywhere i miss my boyfriend omgf i cant spell for life also i thin k I'm a nihilist i found it out during school omg i have so much scjoo.l im gonna cry i cant function right right now im rwallllllly overstimualted i hear these voices of characters i love like arguing and teying to help me decide what to do like controling me but not because there not real idk it might be my autism