Standing out, yet going unseen.

sometimes you can be the biggest star in a room, you can have every diamond, every gem, every garment, every unique sparkle, and you'll be seen. but not the way you think you will.

you can get compliments, wishful words of how people want to be you, how they've seen people like you, how they want your style. but does anyone else ever do this?

they dont understand how alone it feels

to hear these words

of how people want to be like you

and then they never do it.

what is stopping you? im waiting. i've been waiting for the past two years. for someone, someone like me to come into my life. yet i look into the sea of faces in this building, and see nothing but an easy blend of browns, blacks, and whites.

i wish scene kids were more popular, and i wish people would stop being afraid to be themselves and open up. its really upsetting to me.