Befriending the lyrical loneliness

= 02/March/2025 =

Where did I heard that before?? Was it the title for a Letterboxd list? Or the name of a YouTube music playlist? Anyways, that phrase suddenly popped up in my mind and I thought it sounded cool for a blog entry :p

Here I am, two days after creating my account in this place, I haven´t talked to anyone lol.

The other day I was talking to a friend of mine and he told me that I should try to talk to more people on this site. Because I slightly refused, he probably thinks it is because from shyness, or embarrassment, when in fact I don't feel like starting conversations. I'm not used to talking to people online, maybe it's actually embarrassment what I'm feeling lol.

So I've been thinking about how hard it is for me to make friends. Not because I don't try, whenever I get the chance I try to start a conversation with the person next to me. But that's the problem, I'm interested in getting along with others, but who is interested in getting along with me? pipipi. Like, I'd like someone to see me and think: “she´s cool, I'd like to be friends with her" :0 And also, someone who really appreciates me for who I am, and not just hang out with me because I'm already there.

But even when I have those moments of sadness, it also happens to me that when I spend time with people, I get tired of it. Like, moments when I don´t want to talk to anyone and vice versa. Que rollo conmigo.

Sooooo, as not to end this entry like this, I would like to add that I believe I have found such a friendship. At least he is interested in what I have to tell him lol.