2025...

So I got off FB since I still feel like an akward teenager and embarassed when all my aunts, uncles, etc. jump on anything I write within mere minutes (Don't get me wrong, I love these people, they're the ones who remember my birthday). Yet I feel weird saying anything I want in that environment... Maybe I'm afraid to be myself even at this stage in life. So I was going to make my own early internet style web page to post my stuff on... just for myself. Then came across this site from a frutigerAero form member (b/c I'm into aesthetics and the way spaces feel). 

So I know no one on here and prefer it that way, and if I added you, it's b/c I thought you were interesting in some way. 

I never cared about school until college then became an Engineer, and was married at one time. Sometimes I miss my hometown, maybe just for the memories but then realize if I go back, I don't think it would be the same. Then again, nowhere else really feels like home. Wouldn't it be nice to live in one small town that has everything you need? I appreciate people that are deep, sentimental, introverted. 

Things I'm excited about: I'm programming an NES game, and learning about electronics in my free time... The game is about a character who wakes up in a hospital and slowly becomes vampiric, and resists it but is faced with the truth and guilt about what they've become... There should be a lot of metaphorical themes in it, and not a lot of direct information. Idk, certainly not a good story writer, but wanted something similar to Silent Hill 2 and with a Castlevania theme.

My head is starting to hurt a little on this fine night. I avoid drinking almost at all costs due to the next day feeling terrible, and also stopped caffeine completely. So I rarely get headaches, this is an anomaly.