haha wow life am i right

legit everyone hates me. i dont even know what to say. the guy i like just told me he would never date me again because im a horrible person apparently. TW: SH. ive relapsed 3 times today. im trying so hard. nobody cares. i try and try and try and nobody ever pays any attention. my comfort person hates me and whenever i talk about myself at all he's completely annoyed with me. i cant do one fucking thing right. ever. nobody would care if i was dead. they say they would but i know they wouldnt. im a huge burden and im just crying to myself about it. it's honestly pathetic. i think this blog will do something for me but i know it wont. its just another cry for attention.