crazy how much things can change in a year

hi! it's been like 7 months since i last made a post. sorry i guess.

some advice: if you are depressed, THAT IS NOT NORMAL. do not trick yourself into thinking that being depressed is the way you should live your life like i did. it's really not. you can get better. find understanding, kind people like i did. 

another piece of advice i have learned: being in a toxic relationship (romantic or platonic) is miserable, but cutting them off sounds even more miserable. that's why a lot of people choose to stay in those relationships. and... yeah, breaking up it is painful. for a while. then it gets so much better, trust me. it takes courage, but it is worth it.

that's why this blog is so odd to me, lol. such a different phase of my life. anyways...

i'm a sophomore in high school now! i have a MUCH better english teacher now lol. i may not have as good grades as i did last year, but i'm much more happier than i was last year, so idc. i've been reading actual physical books lately. i met my best friend. she makes me so happy. i'm so grateful for her. i was stage crew for our fall play, that was fun! both till and hyuna died, rip... mizi my goat you must live T-T. deltarune tomorrow. amongst other things

not to say that things have been perfect. but things are better. right now i'm just living and reading books and that's all that i really want in life. except i also want a partner. idk i'll figure that out

lionfish chapter 2 is an enigma that is faint to me. yeah idk when it's happening but i do have a mafuemu fic out!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/59645377

wake me up when legends za comes out, ok?