My love relationship

HELLO, I normally don't like to broadcast my current situation with my partner since I feel like literally no one cares about how we are.

Siento que vamos un poco rápido o quizás mi pareja va muy rápido y solo quiero seguirle el ritmo, ¿por qué tener una pareja es tan esencial para mí? ¿No me gustaba mi soledad? No lo sé pero de lo que sí estoy segura es que me gusta compartir tiempo con mi pareja, a veces él es algo caprichoso y solo quiere que esté a su lado, puede ser que yo también lo desee pero tengo muchas cosas que pensar y hacer.

Sometimes I wish he would go his own way and go with someone who can meet all his expectations but when I tell him he just gets angry and thinks we are going to break up. I'm not much of a person who "shows off" their partner on social media, mostly for the reasons above and that I value my privacy, but not as much as not giving them a flower arrangement or inviting them to eat. 

However, my partner would love to know that I presume it, he has never told me directly. But every now and then I see some of his shared or his for you on tiktok that lets me know, it bothers me a little that he hasn't told me how he feels but I know he doesn't since he respects my privacy. But I don't like knowing that I can only be a spectator 

So a few days ago I decided to order a t-shirt with a photo of him, as well as a small flower arrangement. Since we will soon be 2 years old and I want to make him especially happy.