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I think about you guys everyday and I feel horrible for not talking to you guys as much as I used to

You were my first friend group online in what felt like forever, our bond was so strong

I would do anything to get you all back, I don't know what I could've done to prevent this

Noel, I miss hearing your voice and talking to you everyday and just coming up with so many inside jokes that nobody could get beside us. I've never met anybody like you, I don't think I ever will. I miss talking shit about people we didn't like and gossiping, it felt like we were just two teenage girls in high school. You were my best friend, and I've been having more dreams about you again, just dreams about us talking

Zip, I'm sorry I didn't talk to you as often as I wish I could. The longest we went on without talking in sentences was around late 2022 I think, I never wanted that to happen again. Unfortunately it did, but that was long ago. I didn't talk to you for 14 days, maybe even a little more just two months ago. You're so funny and always managed to make me laugh, you were an amazing friend

Cappy, we barely ever talked, but I appreciate you for not blocking me or leaving the other group chat. I still fight the urge to talk to you and ask about what happened, but I get too scared. I wish I talked to you more personally outside of calls and group chats, but oh well

I wonder if you guys still think of me from time to time or if you're glad I no longer am able to talk to you guys

I can't believe its already been a month