thoughts

this is not going to be a rant i promiseee

Im celebrating carnival w my friends today and i'll dress up as hello kitty even though the budget is super low lol, we are going to a festival thats 30 mins away from our town and its really popular. TBH none of us really likes the vibe there but this is our last year in town before we move out for college (hopefully) so im rying to live life at its fullest before i move out...

Its honestly scary thinking ive spent all my life here w my parents and that i will have to be on my own in just a few months im shaking thinking about it. I'v been having trouble sleeping because of my anxiety for a while now and whenever i feel anxious or scared before bed i always know i can reach out to my parents so yeah kinda scary.

But i love the idea of making new friends and move to a big city