school sucks

idk if im the only one but ive always hated school but this year its just different?not the teachers or learning but the bullying has gotten worse?? its always been bad its just more and more worse than before 6 people died this year at my school because of bullying or maybe its just their mental health.. but last time i saw some girl get bullied because she doesnt know our language (japanese) its not that bad but still?? also ive been sleeping so much lately i dont even know whats real and whats not am i real? am i just some girl on the computer am i just not real? im dead arent i? school has been making me more scared of things that i dont even see i havent been bullied ever at school (i think) but some people can be realy mean to the point that i could be dead soon too. maybe im just some loser thats not real and pretends to be i guess we would never know..