deppression is so overwhelming sorry...

i dont know ppl choose not to notice on how hard depression is and how hard it is to control my emotions and get over things that are easy for ppl to get over with, im still stuck on my aunt dying and i js cant get up for anything and my mom makes fun of me for it but she knows its killing me and i cant get out of bed no matter what. ED on top of that too i cant eat what so ever, even my friends try to get me to try and eat but it wont work for some reason