speech delay !

hi im val ! this is my first time doing blog. cmiiw.

so today i wanted to talk abt speech delay, i believe some humans are having delay when they are doing speech or speaking . in my opinion, it is completely normal. sometimes me myself having hard time to express myself through words , and everytime i tried to speak and talk abt my feelings the words coming out delayed , it is extremely frustrating. Recently , It is occasionally happening to me. it embarassed me out , but like i said , it is completely normal when it ocassionally or rarely happening . However everytime when it happens i cant keep myself from thinking how ugly it sounds , now people think im not able to elaborate myself and js sounds like a broken radio. Honestly it does decreased my confidence little by little. i will feel scared to go to stages and do my speech js like how i love to do it . since the speech delay problem entered my life, i feel doubt to go to stages and do my speech. But then we js need to get over it and act like it doesnt exist . Eventually follow our life flow. does anyone suffers the same as me?