feeling like im 2 much >.< (FIRST ENTRY, LETS GOOOOOO)

Sometimes I get the feeling that yk, I'm being wayyyyyy too much in every way possible. Too clingy, too talkative, too weird...I mean, have you seen my profile, lmao??? It's quite overwhelming, I acknowledge that. And sometimes I, sadly enough, give into that self-doubt and water myself down for other people, just so that they don't have to be tasked to handle my true self and all that jazz. 

But then, I remember that I only live once and honestly, I shouldn't give a single shit about what other people might think of me as a person. That thought makes me believe that I shouldn't give in, as tempting and terrifying as it is, it's simply not worth it.

Yes, I will wear those badass earrings and necklace and look as stylish as possible for a casual Tuesday day full of classes. I will cut my own hair, whenever I feel uncomfortable with the length of it and the way it frames my face. I will paint my nails that silly color scheme of my favorite characters and wear it proudly. I will absolutely wear that white eyeliner and mascara combo, might even draw a few stars on my cheeks.

I only get to live once, as far as I know and believe, so I will make the most of it. I wont shy away from expressing my personal opinions and living my life to the fullest. (especially in my teens, HELLO???) 

basically, no i will NOT tone my profile down because im a sigma. <---- literally was looking at other people's profiles (admiring the gorgeousness, essentially :3) and was starting to doubt and compare myself with them. yk about how many interests i have displayed and how my about me section is very messy and filled with layout codes. which i realized is like, reeeeeeaaaaaally stupid and so not worth it soo i wrote a silly lil text about life and my daily problems!! ^_^ (being cringe is being free, change my mind)

anyways, LOOK AT THIS SILLY. I HATE HIM SO MUCH. (i dont)

bro is so scrumptious scrunkly fugly ahh "everyone's a little queer, why can't she be a little straaaaight? im dumb, shes a lesbiaaaannnn. we were good as married in my mind, but married in my mind's no goooooood" (pink triangle by weezer is so lit, ngl)

LIKE BRO. blud srs doesn't see the way mizi looks at sua and 'accidentally' brushes her hand against her's...SHE IS NOT INTO YOU BRO!!

ivantill, man i love ivantill. and mizisua, my favorite gay people. and hyunaluka. wiege physically broke me in half bro. hmu if you're an alien stage fan, begging over here!!! T_T :(((