My Current Life (#1)

I forget many times that I am a Eren Yeager I want to be free even from a house that I live in. I want to get away and experience what it is like to cross the street of a highway without safety. I want this as much as half of my body. But I stay home and I stay safe despite this urge. I have borderline personality disorder and my brain wants my body to adventure. Maybe I will take medicine to calm this down. It is not fair in life to only want to go and go and go like I am in an anime I must want to do different than what I see online. That is all for now, a paragraph.