FUUUUUCK

i still rlly like my ex bf

i wanna ask him out again so bad but im waiting until i have this job.

i wanna be able 2 buy him all the nice things he deserves. i wanna be able to fly him out so he can actually meet my family. i wanna be able 2 let him explore fl b4 i decide 2 leave here.

maybe im delusional, but i feel like he still rlly likes me 2 (unless im fucking dumb nd stupid)

i rlly do hope he's happy tho!! i luv him soooo much