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literally going thru the craziest transitional period of my LIIIIIIIIIIIFE. This can NOT be the same through the only way out is. I feel like a bear in the circus about to snap and maul the performers. I cant stop writing my thoughts and poems and mournful paragraphs about everything and it never ends! the feeling keeps coming and i keep writing and it all falls on deaf ears and blind eyes. I need to book a train ride for somewhere.