*RANT* This is why I have always been a loner! =>

And that’s okay! I have all I need in life. I don’t need another human to interact with, I have the handful, that’s enough. Don’t be greedy. Don’t be selfish. Stop focusing on the wrong things. I have to focus on everything but nothing all at the same time. Don’t complain. Don’t brag. Don’t eat too much. Don’t be too loud. Don’t be too hyper. Just DON’T. 

Kaleidoscopic thoughts twist, shift—
Jagged edges of words left unsaid.

Yesterday, echoes of depth, rich and warm,
Overnight swallowed by silence instead.
Untamed emotions flicker, then flee.

Circles of guilt carve into the air,
Open, then closed— a door left ajar.
Never the same, yet always familiar,
Falling through loops of unspoken despair.
Underneath masks of control and retreat,
Shadows of feeling still beg to be free.
Every heartbeat, a war in disguise.

Maybe one day you’ll unravel the weight,
Exist as you are— no fear, no escape.

I just want ANYONE reading this to understand, we are all human. Having thoughts and NOT talking them out with someone we trust will NEVER end up healthy for us. What is important is talking them out instead of hiding them away just so one day they come exploding out. I hope this resonates with anyone that comes across it. You’re not alone.