I JUST GOT DUMPED *FACEPALM LOL*

ok so i was dating this guy for like 4 months right and he's like the most beautiful man ive ever met inside out and like i really loved him and i met him when i was 15 and he was 16 and now im 16 and he's 17 so like he was gonna go 2 australia 4 college and we obviously won't see eachother till his college is over and then we were having a conversation on what we should do so i suggested we'd yk take a break for 7 years and we can have causal relationships/hookups whatever and he had a problem w that bc he wanted me 2 remain celibate bc he was going 2 do the same and like 7 years is a very long time i told him i couldn't do that and he was like omg you are SO DISLOYAL and im like sweetheart we are so young i still wanna have my fun you know and he was like well you are so disloyal still and if you truly loved me you wouldn't even think of getting with anyone else and he told me he can't trust me anymore and then he gave me this stupid ass analogy about how dating me is like having a beautiful meal infront of you but next 2 it is a pile of shit and apparently bc of that it leaves a "bad taste in his mouth" whatever that means but yeah so im telling this guy im like dude are you even thinking straight right now what are you saying and he said he can't date me anymore bc even all his friends are advising him against me saying that im just there 2 play with his feelings and break his heart and dump him which is not true at all. i loved him the way i love god and im very religious and i truly believed that what we had was the purest form of love in this world and he just broke up with me like that and then we said our goodbyes and i just detached from him for a week to heal and honestly i cried 4 a day and then i just pulled myself together. i washed my entire body like 12 times with soap 2 get rid of any trace of his touch and i also washed every piece of clothing ive ever worn in front of him even if he didn't touch it and i cleaned my entire space with incense and then myself too and i prayed 2 god and i felt really at peace and happier than i was when i was in the relationship so maybe that's a sign that he was not the guy for me. i then cleaned myself with incense too and i also took all his stuff that he gave me and put it in a box and i think im gonna sell it. even the box smelled like him so i sprayed it down with my own perfume. i basically erased most traces of him from my life. i don't even remember his number anymore (i had memorised it) and neither do i remember most of my time i spent with him. i felt free and i just realized how much time i wasted being with him. then i started looking at him through a perspective where i didn't love him and i just got over it. anyways i log onto social media a week later and i see he's in my dms crawling back and begging me to take him back and that he's sorry and he's hit rock bottom and all that. he even noticed that i'd blocked him on spotify which was kinda funny but anyways i told him 2 fuck off and today i got a haircut, a blowout and i went shopping too i got this beautiful dress and im going out with my parents tomorrow and im gonna be all dolled up so im excited 4 that. i don't think much about him anymore, he's insignificant 2 me, irrelevant. after all, he's just some guy.