I miss him sm :c

okay so basically he and I where SUCH a good duo u can't imagine >.< cuddling holding hands and all. he matched me so well and then one day we where sitting on a roof and talking yk... and then he looks at me and said "yeah ur cute but ion want a relationship" HUH?! I said oki and then he brought me home. then I may made the mistake and ghosted him for half a year bc I was mad at him for leading me on and to proud to text him again. well now I texted him again and we have minimum contact. mind you he's the guy that drove to me half an hour with his cross bike in the middle of the night to cuddle and watch movies just to drive back home at 3am. the guy that hanged out w me for two hours a week bc I skipped sports. the guy that walked me to school and home EVERYDAY and bought me my favorite snacks calling me sweet names. and I wanna see him again but I dunno how. last time I saw him he looked like he slept in a forest he was prolly high again or sum BUT I WANT HIMMMM!!! TwT 

i rlly miss him I think about him everyday but he says he's not good for me and that pisses me off! but I want him... I ship him with myself tbh

thx for reading if u did lmao :3

- xoxo