RANT

1st paragraph is about a teen boy and religion, 2nd is about my lesbian situationship

I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE!!! so i'm a teen girl with teen boys i have to see everyday. I heavily dislike their behaviour of spreading hate in the name of religion WHICH IS FALSE!! backstory: I go to school with this dickhead i'll call D, he is a nerdy but nice to talk to IN REAL LIFE guy, im nerdy to we're kinda friends blah blah blah. D decides that his online persona is different. i found that out today since he decided to say slurs! he is indian!!! he was already lectured on racism but it took him less than an hour to say more racist stuff and he blamed it on "goldfish memory" i asked him why he would even say that. His answer??? HE SAID HE HAS FREEDOM. i can't do this anymore. HE KEEPS TRYING TO CONVERT PEOPLE TO HINDUISM??? like WE GET IT!! im hindu but that doesn't mean i have to attempt to convert it. HE WAS PRAYING FOR MY NON RELIGIOUS FRIENDS??? ON A FUCKING DISCORD CALL. He keeps spreading homophobia in the name of hinduism and here's a fun fact, HINDUISM ISN'T AGAINST HOMOSEXUALITY! the kama sutra mentions a third gender aka lgbtq people! hinduism LOOKS AT THE DUALITY OF NATURE!!!! HINDUISM BELIEVES IN REINCARNATION!!! IF I DISCRIMINATE IN THIS LIFE ACCORDING TO HINDUISM ILL BE DISCRIMINIATED AGAINST IN THE NEXT. I AM NOT RELIGIOUS NOR AM I DEFENDING THE RELIGION but buddy thats not what it says.. ugh sorry for the religion involved just a rant

Okay so my friend called L liked me back and when i confessed she asked me to be her valentine. i am an avoidant attachment kinda gal which stems from my anxious attachment with parents and like i fucked upppp so she liked me platonically but the messages were mixed. she was like my first ever proper crush and like i was too nervous to fuck it up but i did but i got over it quite quick. i don't think its too hard to suppress feelings. Then day of valentines day she gave me a bracelet yada yada yada, my OTHER friend, G, pulls up to school drunk and goes home early THEN CONFESSES TO ME?‽‽? she got drunk to confess to me and like that pissed me off. HOPE YALL HAD GOOD VALENTINES