closure

what honestly kills me, and what makes me wonder if any of it was real... is you did not even have the decency to tell me it was over. Instead you knowingly triggered my PTSD, sent me into an autistic meltdown, and when I tried to ask you what was up, you straight up lied to me. After all the years and things we went thru together...

You could have just told me you were happier there. We could have just become friends. We could have stayed together but you live with your other partner. We could have gone no contact but in a peaceful way. You did not have to leave me suffering for 3 months straight while lying to me and forcing me to be the one to end it.

You were a good partner to me until that last year. Never mind your cousin assaulting me because I had the audacity to ask the status of when I won't need to financially support her anymore. Never mind that the only reason I did in the first place was to help your cousin out -for you-. Never mind the fact that we were BOTH abused by the person we were in the triad with. You walked in on conversations that were brought up by them the first time at that point. Maybe they made it to where it looked like that to you? Intentionally? accidentally? I don't know. They lied to the both of us and twisted things. But I know I NEVER lied to you.

I did not deserve the way you treated me the last year. I did not deserve the way you abandoned me. I did not deserve you forcing me to formally end it, when you were the one to end it in action but not in words. You couldn't even give me that respect after all we had been through together.

I don't know what happened to you to change you, but it isn't my problem any more. I hope you have a good life. Goodbye.

PS; I have an IP logger on my profile now, please stop stalking my stuff. Where was this energy when I was begging you to come home? You didn't want to; so I am moving on. Maybe you should to.