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Unfortunately I will always yearn for the "worst point in my life" forever, I certainly would not consider it the worst point in my life myself but I know others probably would. I miss doing drugs everyday, I miss hanging out with terrible people, I miss going on benders and having no place to stay with my best friend, I miss not coming home for weeks. I was genuinely happy then. No matter how much I try to experience it all over again it's never the same. It's for the best though, I've removed evil people from my life and am left with amazing people. This was the first time I've had friends and got real social interaction in years and I'm so glad I finally have and got to experience this. I'm extremely grateful for my friends who I've met in this point in my life and have stayed. We've gone through so much together and have all grown and continue to grow even if we regress sometimes, I will always love these people and remember the impact they've had on my life.
Kay
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yukes!!
this is smth i can relate too very deeply, no matter how many people say how worse i was doing back then, it's still not as bad as they make it out to be, they've just never been through it like we do, i'm not here trying to romanticize addictions or rock bottoms, it's just that i was definitely way more happier during my quote on quote lowest point