missing the punk scene </3

basically jus a rant ab *subject* LOL

when i was like 15 my ex and his mom were heavy in the punk scene and used to take me to shows which was so fucking cool, like the whole idea and the people and everything was so idk welcoming? (srry if this makes me sound like a total lozer) considering this was in nyc i feel like the scene is so widespread but i literally completely lost touch of it and i feel like it's only "possible" for me through finding people but that's so impossible for some reasonnnnn. 

not to mention i lost my work in progress battle vest and little trinkets from shows ages ago it's like the universe telling me to go f myself :p

2 anyone who iz in the scene u guys are so awesome nd 2 me it's not js ab the aesthetic or romanticizing the lyfe idk how to explain it but it's sm more than that.

again sorry like sounding like a huge poser i can't articulate my thoughts very well but i'm trying ;3

anywayz that's it, byeee!! XD