wuthering heights

i just finished wuthering heights by emily bronte and omg?????? i've never experienced these emotions after reading a book it's so conflicting and i feel like it consumes me in a best way possible.  it's constantly on my mind.

the relationship between heatcliff and catherine is so raw and diabolical but so poetic and obssesive. although i feel like its not the only important topic in this book. the thing that shocked me the most that cycle of abuse and literal torture that is prominent through the entirety of the book. it was so descriptive and honest it made me feel disgusted sometimes. 

even though its not really a happy book i still felt comfort throughout it nevertheless. 

the whole atmosphere is so dark and gloomy, you can picture their faces filled with confusing and unseen emotions.

it's not common for a writer to make their characters be not only flawed but deeply disturbing, abusive, insane and so filled with rage it became a poison that eats them alive. 

i hope there is someone i could talk about this topic on this site <3