🌿 cHaMoMiLe dReAmS & dRoWnInG tHoUgHtS 🖤💦

tOdAy... i dOn'T kNoW 🕸️😞
iT wAsN'T A bAd dAy... bUt I dOn'T fEeL fInE aT aLL 🥀🔪

iN tHe mOrNiNg i wOkE uP bOrEd & tIrEd... hOw dO u sAy bOrEd oF sLeEpInG? iT mAkEs nO sEnSe @ aLL 🖤🕷️
tHeN iN cLaSs, i wAsN'T sLeEpY, bUt i dIdN'T fEeL lIkE tAkInG nOtEs oR aNyThInG lIkE tHaT 2 🖤✍️

iN a wAy i fElT fOrCeD 2 pArTiCiPaTe 2dAy 4 eXtRa pOiNtS iN a sUbJeCt tHaT i fInD dIfFiCuLt 📓💀
tHeN iN tHe mUsIc cLuB iT wAs oVeRwHeLmInG, a L0t oF pPl & a L0t oF vOiCeS & a L0t oF sOuNdS & a L0t oF eVeRyThInG 🎸😵‍💫🎭

iN a wAy sUmThInG tHaT kEpT mE wElL & sTaBlE wAs sAyU, bUt sHe aLsO sTaRtEd 2 sHaRe mY dIsCoMfOrT 🖤🥀

i'M fInAlLy hOmE, bUt i dOn'T fEeL lIkE lIvInG hErE 2dAy oR iNtErAcTiNg wItH mY fAm 2dAy oR dOiNg aNyThInG 2dAy 🌧️🔪

i dOn'T kNoW iF i wAnT 2 k!ll mYsElF oR k!ll pPl, bUt i dOn'T wAnT aNyThInG @ aNyT!mE... i jUsT wAnT 2 bE fLoAtInG iN a p00L, fReSh @iR & tHe sMeLL oF cHaMoMiLe fLoWeRs 🖤🌊☁️🥀