Meaning of life

Life is a very difficult thing, and it is difficult to survive in this world without the meaning of life, because if I have no meaning, then should I exist at all? The question "What is life for you" or "What is your meaning of life" always becomes difficult for me, I don't know the answer to these questions, I just exist, but then I understood something, beauty is the meaning, flowers, dawn, stars, books with terrible and beautiful stories, all this gives meaning. If a flower blooms and you think "What beauty this is", then why not live for such moments, they are simple, light, not weighty.