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Today started late, which is fine with me. I think I wanted to focus on self-care so that I could get up the energy and confidence to actually do the photoshoots I've been preparing for. I've been working pretty non-stop on my cosplay and rebranding so that I can get my head back above water from this 2-3 month break I had to take from work for my mental and physical health. I have to say it really took it's toll by now.
I'm still really hopeful about the turn around rate of my shoots. I just feel like there's something more I can offer that I'm just not. I know there are things holding me back but maybe I just need to do more research so that I can monetize off the things on my mind and make it easier to do this more consistently.
I'm just in a weird space. I'm right on the line of popular enough for people to assume I have the support I need, and small enough for larger influencers to feel threatened by me and not share or support my content. It can get pretty dramatic but I just keep my head down, my hopes high, and my expectations low.
I know I'm doing the best I can with what I'm given, I definitely just need to give myself a break. I'm pretty strung out and my skin/face/lips are really dry and need some love. That's especially how I know it's time for a little self-care and love. Hopefully this will be the pampering I need to boost some confidence into me for these photosets. I hope everyone is as excited as I am, now the motivation just needs to catch on!
Today is for me,
Today is for me,
- Big Bad Wolff
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