i want to be a billionaire loser

idk if this even makes sense but I want to be the kind of guy who's going to die drowning in his own money, with no space to store the amount, dark circles under the eyes, wake up smelling like cigarettes and booze, open the fridge and only have expensive vodka and snacks, look at the room cluttered with expensive pieces of clothing, all wrinkled and stained, in the bed there's a female and a male model, I have no idea who they are and why they're in my giant bed, I want to be an asshole billionaire, you know? i had that one dream, and as ridiculous as it is, it's strangely comforting...