What the skibidi is going on in lego city!? (It's unemployment.)

I hate being unemployed, you mean to tell me this is supposed to be FUN?? I feel like a parasite in my own home and no college until Aug. :( Guess who finished his high school credits early halfway through the year. I yearn for money and work, and I have the standards to not work fast food or retail. My high school wants me to come work as a teachers aide but, that would mean running back to that hell like a baby ma running back to her deadbeat baby dad. Hey at least they aren't threatening me to come back like, no truancy at all?? Alright well it's not like I enjoyed high school anyways, though I suppose that means I didn't peak in high school..which should feel honorary. I miss my teachers and bathroom vape/cart feins..they were my friends. IDK!!! I feel lonely, I talk to the same two people with the occasional visit to my families' house. I'm going insane with cleaning and smoking to keep my brain stimulated otherwise I'd be brain dead from this computer and my phone. I do draw and edit, I WANT to get out and do some film making, work on my editing skills, animation, and whatnot. However it is winter, coming into spring, and I have no friends with the interest to film. This may be hard but I can work with what I have, right? I am working on how to commission for my art and looking into editing for some small youtuber even if it means like minimum pay, money is money.

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Yours truly, arteethst.