digidiary #2

hi hii ^^ i jgh from school and wow this was a day.

first of all, i woke up early like 9 or 8 am which is alr early in my case and then i js went on here and tried to code- to which is a fruitless effort bcs i really dont get all this,, but hey atleast madoka magica cast is now running at the bottom of my profi;e screen !!

also in school i may be late but atleast my teacher dont mind it. she really is so considerate and kind to me and i love it. i wish her well in life talaga my god.

and yk what it was break time and i finished my food! my friends thought my cooking was v delicious and its an honor. after break me and my friend went outside yk, the usual shit like smoke and go to that cafe where we js talked abt school shit.

after school shit is really the cherry on top of my day man. like bro i shit you not me and my 3 classmates went in a cafe and bought some boba then went in the mall to go to the arcade. we played this basketball shooting game for a couple of times and it was fun,, oh and i also got my index finger hit when playing that whack-a-mole game...

and this is the crazy part man. two of my classmates bought me this food container. BOUGHT ME ONE OH MY GOD!!!! like bro ik i should be grateful but you really cant blame me for thinking abt the downside of it. i am really uncomfortable in receiving gifts. my brain js cant comprehend that someone is nice enough to give me a gift. a gift that they spent money on. i really cant wrap my head around it. they alr bought me food which i am grateful for but i kept decling but they still bought food for me. 

i am grateful but i am still uncomfortable at that bcs i cant seem to understand how people just give me things that they spent money on. even without money, im still uncomfortable in receiving gifts. i hope i fix this mindset so i can stop feeling bad.

and thats what happened today chat! crazy right. but hey its fun ig, i hope tomorrow is as easy like today. anyways! I AM SO IN LOVE WITH FAYE WONG AND HER COVER OF KNOW YOURSELF AT EVERY AGE!!!!@!@!@!!!111!!!!!111!1!! 

LOVE YOU ALL AND BYEEEE