Things eventually get better!!!!!!

I am officially moving back to France after realizing that things won't get any better here. I'm not made for a bigger family lifestyle, I'm okay with living with my mom and visiting the rest of the family during events. The quiet kind of life y'know? when you don't have to take responsibility for keeping the family all together! I definitely don't have the patience for that.

I found several schools and I'm currently finishing the final documents to send them and the next step is waiting until i get their response. If my application is rejected in all of them (which i doubt cuz there's so many i sent, but always have a plan B in case things go wrong!!) I'll just get a job until i find a school that will let me in, i already got one who's open to hire me and is waiting for my application (i have to ask my mom to give them my letter cuz they don't have an email smh).

A few weeks ago when i just started writing those applications and organizing everything to move out i thought I'll never make it, I've been off school for 2 years now and with everything happening at home since i moved in i thought i was never gonna get back up and here i am! with my mom and my friends full support in the progress I'm making despite the situation that only keeps pulling me down!

Just to say you may feel like things will never get better, but even small actions can make the difference. Don't wait for the right time to do something, if i did, i probably wouldn't be here writing this. And if you mess up, at least you tried, and you did great! It's better than nothing! We'll try again and do better next time.