2/24/25

happy monday. 

i said i was gonna do all my homework last weekend (like i always do) and i didn't do shit (like i always do). so now im doing it all tday. blegh. curse you past me!!!! 

besides that, not too much going on. i love my friends. i secretly wish that A was still hyper fixated on MCR and FOB like they were back in oct, so we could talk abt it. i feel like all they talk abt now is family and fortnite (lol). which is fine, i just wish that we had something more in common, i guess. or that they didn't know much abt bandom like when we first started being friends, so i could tell them about it. oh well... i still love them dearly. i do feel as if we've been a bit distant from each other lately. not as intertwined as we once were. but the both of us have been busy, so it makes sense. 

C is awesome as always. i feel like we're much better friends than we've ever been (hooray!). i owe her so much money right now. T is done with her sport for right now, so we get to see her more. hopefully our band can start practicing again. although i'm not sure if C and T want to... hm. 

i want to buy a bunch of things (concert tix, skinny jeans, CDs, shoes, band tees). i need a job. or just money. my neighbor needs to ask me to watch his dogs again. 

i started watching OHSHC a few weeks ago, and finished it last week. it's fuhkin rad. maybe a bit strange (hatichiin twins... also honey. and whatever's going on between him and mori. and also tamaki being a perv. and *shudders* the beach episode... (kyoya is still my fav. i'm ignoring that episode.)). anyways. i'm reading the manga. pretty good so far. anyways. it's on my mind 24/7. i need one of my friends to watch it (but i told all of them there was lowk twincest in it, so no one wants to watch it now... fair enough i guess. oh well).

i am currently helping with dinner. how the fuck do you boil potatoes? idk. i'm trying my best. wait nvm. mom just told me i don't need to anymore. awesome. back to homework... ugh.

anyways. some more quick things before i actually go do my work again. 

very happy about the sunny weather we've been getting, although it's supposed to get cloudy towards the end of the week... :(. but i like the sunny weather bc a) cold and overcast weather makes me sad (seasonal depression..) and b) i get to wear cool outfits (see: my knee high converse and cool tights).

history is boring as hell. ughhhggg. but important i suppose. chem is crazy hard. makes no sense at all. why am i going into the medical field again? blegh. my english teacher gives too much work. but i like her, so. i really need to finish my stupid art project. basically, school fuhking SUX. 

i need to do my laundry. and clean.. but i have to do all my homework first, and i have a LOT of that. blegh. 

the sun has set. :(.

i want ramen so bad.

i've been craving tea a lot lately. yummers. 

i want a hair cut really bad. or just for my hair to stop looking fuckin stupid. it did look nice today, though, so. that's good.

(on a more serious note, i'm fucking so tired of reading the news everyday and seeing another right being taken away or seeing american take another step closer to nazi germany. really not a fan. fuck you trump. fuck you elon. history keeps repeating itself and it's crazy because no one gives a SHIT. everyone wants to stick their head in the sand and say "well, I'LL be fine." have some fucking empathy. and guess what? you're next, motherfucker. they might be coming for trans people and immigrants right now because they're "easy targets", but once that's happened? YOU'RE NEXT. 

anyways. moral of the story, don't be a dick. don't be a fucking idiot. stay educated. you're easy to manipulate if you're dumb. that's all.) 

okay. i'm going to try to get one more assignment done before dinner. maybe i'll update my blog tomorrow, maybe i won't. we'll see. byebye.

-chrli