why are guys so complicated??

im eating italian tuna with bread, im having the time of my life btw. 

so, 1 month ago i texted this guy on instagram. He goes at my school and i always thought he was cool and everyone say so many nice things about him soo i was curios to get to know him. BUT the first thing he said to me is that he wasnt ready for a relationship but i clarified that i was genuenly just searching for a friendship or something really chill so we started talking. At first i was alright with the fact that i always texted him first and that he didnt ask me many questions BUT now im getting tired of it. It feels like im dragging this alone and he isnt interested, which im completely okay with but he literally agreed to get to know EACHOTHER not me to get to know him and only him. So this just pisses me off, not only because i was hoping for a nice friendship (the first days of talking were really fun we are so similar) but also because he wont communicate what he really wants so everything feels hanging on a wire like fuck. or we just stop talking or we talk, not in between cause its too confusing boy. I hate men (jk), no but seriosly why are they so complicated.

however i wont worry too much about this, its not that important but sometimes i need to let it out. thanks for reading!!

bye byee see you next blog 😙