uhh idk just random thoughts

my brain is a mess. i cant pick out words or rhymes or phrases. when i write a sentence its all just ohwellthatsoundschildishandstupidandboringyouneedtostartagainbecauseitsshit which makes it practically impossible to write anything. i cant think of anything good to write about either. theres not really anything going on right now. no love life or romance. gerard way please possess me so that i can write something decent. uhhh lemme try and think of something. "there are fading stars above our eyes. your lips silence all of my cries. the ebb and flow of a wave in the sea. it doesn't matter when you look at me." that's absolute shit and all of it's been done a million times. im checking my pinterest board for inspo. 

alright, so i saved this pin that says "because im not the type of person someone falls in love with" and i really relate to that so im gonna think about how i can do something like that.