I dont even know

My life is still going downhill and I dont see the end of it anytime soon.
I keep being overwhelmed over everything and don't believe in myself in any situation possible.
I don't remember last time i felt so horrible, maybe I didn't yet.
I want to be normal. I wish I could feel normal for at least one day.
I feel left out of everything.
You got over it so quickly..
So many thoughts are running through my head and wont leave me at peace.
Just please make it stop someone, anyone.



I want at least a bit of motivation in my life.
Max's out, for now.