rant ab future plansidk ^-^

When asked about what i want to do in the future, I've always had a plan to say without hesitation,

My dream..study psychology & aim for a major degree in psychology, so i could then move on too become a psychologist, maybe even move out before 21 so i can finally live by myself ..sound like a solid plan right?

But suddenly i realized that my life plan can so easily be disturbed in many ways.. 

not getting into uni, failing and having to retake a class, not getting the right grades, not enough money, debt, etc..

I know its quite late for me to realize.. but i seriously need a plan B!! But what is it i'm meant to do if neither of those work? ill be stuck, so I've been pondering for quite some time now to think of as many plans as possible, but i cant think of anything i'm actually happy with!!
My organs twist at the thought of not being able to live my life the way i desire most, i'm trying to remember that technically it isn't up to me & i suppose whatever is too happen is just apart of Gods plan, but i cant help but feel obligated to worry about it anyways.

i'm not sure why i decided too have this as my first blog entry ^^ but here you go! thank you for reading this far along anyways i'm not really sure what i hope too achieve by typing this down, ig its just been on my mind. 

-Ayra.