Alright my love.

If this is what you really really want, i understand. Im going to miss you so much, just know ill never forget you, or forget the feeling you gave me, you made me feel happy, you made me feel loved, you made me feel special, you made me feel cared for, you made me feel, wanted. I really wanted us to work out, but you cant move if only one person is paddling the boat right. I feel no anger or resentment towards you, i feel the opposite, i feel thankful and happy that i got to experience Love with you. I really dont want to walk away from the love of my life, i know im a embarrassment, but, im not afraid to fight and keep trying to fix things between us. Im not sure if youll ever see this considering you just blocked me on here too. but if you do, thank you for making me feel loved okay. Im so proud of everything youve done while we were together. I hope the next guy your with treats you 1000x as better as i did, i hope the very best for you, i will never forget you, my one true love, i gave you the key to my heart, and ill let you keep that key as a reminder of what we had. Im going to miss you so much, your voice,  your cute laughs, your jokes, your problems and your worries, your hair, your beautiful eyes, your pillow like lips, your cute nose, im going to miss everything about you. I really did think we were soul mates, you even said it yourself, i really did see a future with you and me and our kids running around, i know i know this is all embarrassing. Im going to miss the way you loved me, the thing that hurts most is, i dont know what i did wrong. Again i feel no anger or resentment, if it was something i did, im very sorry my baby, if it was something you did, i forgive you. I have nothing else to say, it really hurts me typing all this knowing youll never come back, it makes me happy and sad thinking about the memories we had, i just wish we had talked one last time about all this. Goodbye kadence.

p.s. Ill miss you