Part two of Okay ermm what the flip or wtv

Okay so I asked if she was okay and she got all defensive and was all like “yeah??” In a sort of weird way that she only uses if she’s annoyed so I kind of distanced myself that day and then last night around 1:30am she literally sent me a paragraph saying “ hey raven i think we should break up i really like you but i just need some time for my self im sorry it’s just i don’t feel like myself lately and i have a lot going on i hope you understand” and like I’m not saying she’s not allowed to do that or whatever but it was kind of a dick move for her to do it in the middle of the night when she knows I’m asleep. And so I woke up just to see that. And like I understand where she’s coming from I just wished she communicated that to me a bit sooner or whatever. I really thought she was the one. And I’m going to give her one last chance because I’m not going to be in an on and off relationship, like that’s js not me. I’m more of a stick with it or leave it type of guy. And like not to mention I want someone who is familiar with themselves if that sounds understandable??? Like I want someone who has learned to love themselves and understand who they are before a relationship. Like I want a person who is confident bc each time I get with someone who’s not it just ends terribly. They either argue with me constantly or cheat on me or is just lying about what they feel or whatever and ignores me. And I personally do not want that in a person. Like if it was a couple times because they were going through something that’s fine. But if they continually lie about it then that becomes an issue. Like imagine your best friend lying to you and then you getting mad at them and they promise you they were gonna change and they never do and it in fact gets worse. That’s what I don’t want. I want something where it’s not just them who matters but me too. I want it to be about the both of us rather than one of us. I want compassion, comfort, communication, and respect and love between one another. Raven out :p