Being a afab teenager is hell

I genuinely can't do this anymore I'm having such bad mood swings and no matter what I do I can't fucking stop. 

Like I'm happy most of the time but when I'm not I just get so fucking depressed to the point where I need constant distraction from my feeling and thoughts so I don't godamn relapse again fuck. 

Anyways tho I'm on top of all my school work so know I can sleep thank fuck ✊🏽