【𝙬𝙤𝙡𝙫𝙞𝙞𝙨𝙝, 𝐞𝐩.𝟑】𝐡𝐨𝐰 𝐝𝐨𝐞𝐬 𝐢𝐭 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐬𝐞?

“Hello! This is wolviish speaking?…” 

There is some stuff to catch up on.
Yesterday, my mom planned a goodbye party for my visiting aunt and uncle and wants to invite her entire side of the family over. The stress of inviting said people over gets her yelling at me and my sisters to clean-up. We also had to go pick up a present for my cousin at the mall, so my mom tells us that 'Uncle2 will pick you guys up.'

Yesterday, I also back from school. I am usually extremely tired mid-day because I don't eat breakfast + other factors like the classes themselves. 

My mom wants me to clean my room, so I go and clean up. But when I am done, I decide to have a bit of downtime because it's a Friday and the entire week was hard to get through.

She comes to check on me and yells that "we're going to be late." Late for what? Apparently
'Uncle2 will pick you guys up.' meant that he was picking us up AFTER we went to the mall, not before.

So we argue about that for a little before we pick up my sisters.

Go to mall.
Go to stationery store.
Buy two pens, $55 total.
I'm up at the register, I give her the money.
I forgot tax. It was $64.
Now I am struggling to find a 10 in my wallet packed with ones.
Embarrassed, I ask 'can I be right back' and she was so nice and let me walk off but GUYS.  The line. of people. Behind me.
God they were all looking at me.
I GET AN EXTA $10 BUCKS FROM MY SISTER
PAY FOR THE PENS.

We walk around for them to get clothes for a birthday till we all wore out.
Uncle2 texts us. He says to meet him from across the mall.
We were annoyed but we say 'okay' since our mom wasn't letting us wait longer.
My sisters and I walk into the mall, get stopped by security instantly.

Because this isn't any normal mall.

This mall has a rule where you can only be there from  3PM-10AM if you were over 18.
This is also why I was confused earlier that day, because I thought he would chaperone so we could walk around the mall.

It's fine, we turn around and start trying to navigate using the shit wifi and google maps.
We start walking.
After like 30 minutes we make it to the GENERAL area of Uncle2.
We wait
We get picked up.

You'd think that would be the end of it, but then we get to the party. At this point, I am overwhelmed and extremely pissed off, but somehow I was still getting attacked.

My parents talk about me at the dinner table, or they yelled at me because I forgot to do something. I apparently spilled a cup of water while rushing out the door (because again, she said we were late,) and my dad patronized me by going "You did spill it, and I had to pick it up." When he could have just texted me that I did. He didn't even clean the water, only picked up the cup...

I was so upset that I couldn't eat, so I just went upstairs and slept.

Then today, all I did was paint a painting that I didn't want to do in the first place because of art school.

I feel so stacked up on work and emotion, and it feels like all my parents want to do is make fun of me for it? I don't like talking about my feelings with them, which is why I have this blog. I get made fun of when I'm annoyed or angry, and when I'm sad and want space they just want to push closer to me. When I am happy it's "I never see you laugh." Like... maybe there is a reason for that??

I don't know. It's been a rocky week.

Also, I want to start adding css to my blog posts, but I don't know how LOL. Lmk if you do <3 Art bulletin coming soon? Maybe?

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