I suffer from anorexia and low self-esteem

Hi, I'm Tom...

Since I was 14, I have been practicing anorexia. I don't love myself and I feel very fat and ugly.

According to my parents, I have a normal weight, but I see myself with a belly that I flatten all the time so that it is not noticeable to the naked eye, and I have very large shoulders. My face is horrible and no matter how much I try to do everything possible to change it, I just can't.

YI'm going to sleep, sorry for not finishing writing, but I just wanted to vent anyway.