this is all i wrote at school becuase I wanna get better at lyricism.

these aren't nessecarily lyrics but just something I wrote

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Chrysanthemum Ashtray:

I wish I could be in that red, black and blue sky that my eyelids remember.

Stuck inside of this ashtray of chrysanthemum flowers.

I'll eat this hate like love even as I'm tied to the stake.

My tongue is bleeding and the praise feels numb.

Went to bed and tried to sleep, killing my leg all night this cramp fucking sucks.

A dirty mismatched glass sky, ashes of flowers inside my ribs.

I skipped breakfast and I'm tired as shit.

Left out to dry in cold humidity, dumb and weird.

I want to dissapear into a thousand pieces just to be ashes stubbed from a cigarette of stars in an ashtray of chrysanthemum.

On a table or a counter god knows where.

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yipppeee!!!1!! I actually feel motivated to want to make music again :D