Him

I'm trying so hard to not think about him, but it's impossible. I'm going to have a date with a guy that is his friend (I swear I'm not seeing him because he is his friend), and I like him, but he's just not him. I don't understand why he prefers her, I don't know if she's prettier, or funnier, or smarter, I wish I could be all of those things, which I think I am, but maybe I'm not quite like her. I did everything for him to like me, but I've learned that I need to value myself because I've been in this situation a quite few times, that's why I gave a chance to this guy, and he's really cute. I hope I forget him so I can like this other guy.