Friends and GIRLFRIEND /boyfriend

When I was little I had a boyfriend but I really didn't know what I liked until I got to second grade or fifth grade and six and seven grade I knew I was attracted to girls all those years so seven and eight grade I started looking for a girlfriend and I found one and she was the most amazing beautiful girl that I can ever date and fall in love with but sometimes she got a little controlling that I couldn't even talk to my friends and some how she broke her phone and this was a long distance relationship 🤣😭 but most of y'all might think that long distance relationships are stupid and hard and foolish but one day she ended up breaking her phone and we was not able to talk on Instagram anymore so all the way till I got in 8th grade and 9th grade  and 10th I thought we had broken up but the truth was she broke her phone because she was mad at someone and at those times we reunited on Facebook and now I am in the 11th grade and she is getting ready Graduate in may and I will be a senior next year tbh she is still a little controlling but I still love her anyway and her cousin is one of my friends and she doesn't like when I talk her cousin more than I talk to her so we made a group chat between all of us on Facebook but oh lord why did I do that it just made it worst because she got even more jealous that she kept breaking my heart to go back to her ex girlfriend she had before me which she claims she had before but you see I been knowing this girl since I was in seven and eight grade but yes I had to find a way to come out to my family and friends but they didn't believe me only one of my cousin did but she thought i was playing and I kept telling them over and over  until I got mostly all the way through high school and now they believe me since I told everyone and most of my siblings know on my dad side and some don't know and there are still people in my family who didn't get to know because they have passed away and I wish I could have been told but most of then passed away when I was a baby and 8 and 11 and ,12 and 13 and 14 15 16 and now I am 17 about to 18 on December 18th