entry 2

i never really had any set goals, except for the long term dream of starting a band. but that's nothing more than a dream at this point. i wouldn't even know where to start if i ended up being able to get the stuff or people together for a band.

i could also be an actor, i think. i mean, that's what i go to school for currently. i would just hate to get stuck in a teaching job (no hate to teachers, much respect for them all, just not what i see set out for me).

i don't know what to do with myself most days. i don't know what i'm doing anymore other than repeating the same schedule day by day. i want something different.

i want something more.