i hate leading a convo...with a guy

Honestly, yall I cant even talk to a guy i think i weird them out...bc why does the conversation last a week and the second week id get left on seen. like am i fr that annoying, did i say smtg out of pocket or am i fr that fucking ugly yall? like I would love to talk for hours on end and even listen what he says (future,their hobbies anything really) or maybe im rushing it idk and also ive heard they like when a girl leads but im lowkey tired now LMFAOO...AND NO IM NOT GOING TO A DATING SITE

just get the arrange proposal ready atp im tired ash