Never thought I’d have a nightmare that’d actually make me rethink my life

I was 13 at the time I had this dream, I don’t know how I still remember it but it still haunts me a bit.

In the dream: I was at a party. Someone’s house that i didn’t know. That shi was fun till me and some group of people that apparently were my friends got so BAKED that we stole some random car that was in the garage- we drive on the highway which was not a good thing for the driver who’s high-

We crashed, Everything went black and silent, in a void. A mirror. In the reflection of the mirror was 10 year old me “what’s wrong with you?” she asked.

 I said idk, She punched the mirror and it cracked a bit, younger me yelled with tears “ARE YOU AWAKE? YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO BE DE/\D!” this damn kid that was supposably younger me was crying and mad “AWAKE UP, UNPLUG IT” I started hearing hospital noises grow louder as she screamed.

“UNPLUG IT, D!3 ALREADY” I then woke up. Out of the dream, confused as fuhk. I then remembered that, I started having svicid@l thoughts when I was 10.