Today's Mess

A small reflection of today 2//19//21

Racing mind at the sound of commotion, formidable vibes swallowed by a dump trunk in guisE

of infiltrating thoughtS

But i'm temporarily safe and it's oK,

Back to bed I laY,

AwakE.

TodaY

Seems to give waY

Consider the plant and movE

Sunlight is the only thing needing to provE

Toke

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Once I was motivated enough, cereal and soymilk poured, leftover indian food ingested and one more toke gone, I finally washed my face for the day and forgot to brush my teeth (woops). I told myself I would stick to the list I made last night but as I type, I haven't completed any of the damn items. That being said, dishes are slowly being cleaned(I really ought to clean the silverware but I keep getting sidetracked). Speaking of sidetracked, WOW why is food so inconvenient? Rather, why am I living life so inconveniently? I'm gonna try to really focus on that going forward. I just made myself a burger and scooped out what was left of my avocado from the fridge. My burger is cooked well done over a medium heat typically with sandwich bread, slather mayo mustard and ketchup all over the dang thing with leftover cheese i've been trying to eat through. MMMmmmmm very filling and worth the effort tbh. But I really ought to have been finishing up dishes, instead I'm letting my stomach settle while I update the blog and toke. Note to self, i'll at LEAST clean the kitchen and the Bathroom sink & tub. Guess that's my self-cue to jump over to the kitchen and finish my current task. OH btw, i'm currently watching/listening to The Dad Challenge Podcast -WHICH YOUTUBERS TOOK THE PPP LOANS AND HOW CAN WE HOLD THEM ACCOUNTABLE 

And WOW, I'm gonna take a few minutes in a bit to find out what I can do to help hold these people accountable. That being said, for now i'll go back to my tasks and we'll see if I end up updating the blog later!

~Me(h)